It's no secret that I have been feeling extremely disconnected to everything around me. My disconnect used to be somewhat indifferent, and yet now I find the things I can't relate to anymore completely exhausting. For some time now I have been yearning to get out of silly little Utah county-- nay, the entire state-- and go on an adventure of my own.
Alaska seems the most appealing opportunity-- a land as desolate and foreign as most of the content in my brain, however there seems to be that one major problem that keeps me from getting to where I want to be : money.
As of late I find that my irritability with the people I have befriended/went to high school with/ex-boyfriends, etc. are at an all-time high.
Is it possible to remove myself; leave everything behind that I know, and plant my roots in a cold world?
2 comments:
Sorry to hear you are feeling out of sorts. You might be on to something... remember Jenn drove a tour bus in AK a few summers ago. It was hard work but she made good money and met Chad!
Hope you know you are welcome to come by any time. Christmas Day we will be here.
Now I'm going to check out your new blog...
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